Damn. I missed old school days. My poly just started and i got the feeling that i will think back of the old school days in secondary school. I missed my friends, teachers and the environment in secondary school life. Whenever i saw my secondary school friends in my polytechnic, i tend to recall what act they did was memorable to me.

Still, live must got on.

Cool. I had a great class for a new life at Poly. I had 35+ classmates and our diploma is the only one with such a small amount and so we have our own studio. This means that each of us will get a table with desktop computer by the side and we can customize our table. Cool. It was like the teacher's table during secondary school.

I`m gonna put my favorite designs on my table!

Happiness of you life depends on the quality of your thoughts.

Many things passed silently, maybe i shall blog them silently then.

Anyway, `nic has uploaded the chalet photos here.

Hey Hey! Happy Birthday Khai! You're 1 year older which means......
1)Now you can do the theory lesson for driving
2)You are one step closer to being allowed to watch blue films(LOL!)
3)You are also one step closer to NS(T_T)
4)Hey.....at least after that you gonna start work and become a man!

well....thats all I think.....haha,anyway...wish ya a happy birthday,even though you have experienced it many times,its still nice to celebrate it as it is an annual event,celebrating your life in this planet(just so suay in S'pore where everything is so damm tight). Have fun mate!

YourFriend
Lim Ben Ji Zach

Yah, had soccer in the morning, only 8 of us came down. Started playing around 10am plus at the open space beside Sembawang Neighborhood Police Center. Not even an hour we had played, the rain came pouring heavily. We hanged around the nerest void deck and decide where to go next. Some of us went home and the rest went to mubarak's house to play game. I went home and edit some of the Nero's Dream pictures and re-create a logo for my friend's black-metal band called DEMISE.

Thus, i decided to give him a message that his logo are ready. I made up my mind to either meet him today or other day. I decided to go down to Orchard to meet him today and eventually, went to Queensway to print out a t-shirt with my very own design.

I meet my former colleague out the Paragon entrance and we walked down orchard road to Somerset Mrt station. We joked and laugh while walking and my sense felt that i was still working with them. As we were together for 4 months and we have been through so many obstacle during our work still, our relationship is intact. My former colleague accompany me to Queensway Shopping Centre taking SBS bus no. 14 behind Somerset MRT.

I went home at 10pm taking bus 855 from queensway and alight at khatib before taking mrt back to Sembawang.

continue from previous post.

- 2 am -
It was still raining heavily and everyone knew that we would start it later because of the heavy midnight downpour. The weather had contributed to the curiousness of the campers. Soon, we carry on after the weather is suitable for the nightwalk. There is 7th station in total but we managed to complete only 6th. My friend had told me that he saw the GPs had planned to scare us off during these stations as he saw one of them carrying a white cloth, not wearing it. Therefore we knew it before the walk began.

I can't recalled what was our 1st station and all i can recall is a few stations only , let me just recall the stations not in sequence.

The toilet - the toilet was dark, not really a total darkness. We were asked to enter it alone and i remember its a male toilet, we're lucky its not a female one. Opened every cubicle. This toilet was wierd as there's a straight way in and an U-Turn to the other side where it supposed to have another door at the end. Everyone went in alone except for the girls. Girls went in pairs. I went inside and saw this scream-faced figure but the side. He did not disturb me and i ignore him. Further in the toilet, i opened up every cubicle and one of the cubicle, i could still remember, there was one who was wearing a white cloth. I went out of the toilet quietly after all had opened.



The long workshop corridor - this corridor was between workshop 4 and5. This was the long corridor and it was dark. We could only see the exit signs on top of us at the other end. We went there in groups and we asked to walk down the covered dark corridor alone, this time including the girls. Girls are not allowed to walk in pair. There were 3 people along the corridor to scare us to death but i managed to get scared by 2 people only. This was because i walked down the corridor quietly and i guess i one of them did not know my presence. This was the scariest station of all because the corridor looked like the corridor in the "The Eye 10 - Ten ways to see ghost" movie.

The red bridge - Adding to the two seniors telling us that everytime an architect need to built a bridge, there should be a child's head buried under it so that it won't collapse, we were ask ed to walk over at a bridge which located at the Business school building. Well, at first, we were given instruction to walk to the 4th floor of the business building in group. We walked passed the corridor and as usual, we were frightened by the people wearing ghost costumes. I knew they would do that and now the scariest part. We meet this guy who was wearing a long hair covering his face. He did not talk and all he gave was a hand signal to get everyone into the toilet. So, everyone was in the toilet with the "ghost".

The ghost keep on switching on and off the torch light while sitting quietly at one corner. He stood up stared and every single one of us directly. This girl got scared of and cried as the ghost stared at her for a long time. He stared at me and i made a joke out of it, "You looked like samara." We were waiting for our turns to get across the bridge. The ghost chose who got to go first by putting his hands onto each of our shoulder. Soon, i was the 3rd-last person to get out of the toilet. It was warm in the toilet. A girl was the last person with the ghost inside the toilet but she was brave to stay with it. It was time to cross the bridge and i made careful steps across it as i am looking out for someone who would scared me to death but there was non. It was over.

Above foodcourt(kfc/pizza hut) - The last station i could recall was above foodcourt near the Student Alumni Center. We were given instruction to open up this door alone on the second floor and turn left everytime when there's a corner. So i did it and nothing happened. The last part was a shock as this person dressed up like a witch was sitting down at the exit. I was surprised and felt funny as she give me the direction out of the place.

Phew~!

- 5.30am -
We only went to 6 stations throughout the morning and we did not sleep. We supposed to have completed the 7th station but the time did not permit us. At the end of the camp, the Wiseman(our group IC) told us that the last station was the most scariest station because we could see a similiar pontianak made by them. We were lucky indeed.

Overall, i did not like the part when i first step into every station because it feel uneasy and my heart pumped very fast, the part we decided who got to go 1st and who don't want to go last. After every stations, i felt relieved after completing and seeing the man-made ghost.

- 6.00am -
Its was over at last and there's a final assembly before we were asked to go to a bunk to have our rest. This the best part. I took a nap for and hour or more and wake up to wash up.

- 8.30am -
We assembled at the foyer. Heard that there's a PT but no. Breakfast.

- 10.30am -
The start of the hitting ball game. Our group - troy lost both matches.

- 12.30 nn -
Getting ready to bid farewell. Final brief and very freshmens were given a Nero's Dream badge and a bright green wrist ban. Went home.

I signed up for this activity simply because i want to experience the nightlife in SP. The activity started on Saturday, 4.3opm till Sunday, 12.00nn.

-Saturday, 5pm -
We were gathered at the basketball court in our groups and played some get-to-know each other games before the organisers(GPs) starts the introduction of this Nero's Dream. I learnt alot of new games during this period of time. Games which can play within the group circle. We proceed to the foodcourt to have our dinner.

- 8 pm -
After dinner, we were briefed about the night station games before the night walk started. I guess, we were the only energise group at that point of time as we gave a solid cheer. The cheer was adapted from my NPCC and i decided to give it a try replacing our group name - TROY in it. From that point of time, we had brought up our team spirit and everyone was like onto it. We seemed that we had already known each others for years.

- Sunday, 12 mn -
Before the nightwalk began, at 12.00mn, two Seniors - the rock & cyclops (both malays), shared their ghost story and their experience in SP. This was like a mass ghost story because the whole freshmens sat infront of the squash court. Both told stories softly about the incidents and unexplainable things happened at SP few years back. Some started to feel goosebumbs on their back. Well, the stories was to make us feel frightened before the nightwalk. After the stories, they gave us the final briefing and rules for the nightwalk. As per normal, no tapping people's back, no calling names and dont glance, turn your body to look at your friends were some advice given by them.

continue on the next post. i need to recall more because i had not enough sleep...

Well, we got screened by the police while playing soccer and tan can`t stop suggesting to the police to make a soccer court.

I`m gonna be away till tomorrow - to camp at SP.

Well, it started off playing some ice-breakers out McDonald Singapore Poly. I thought it was a little briefing for the Nero`s Dream night activity which will be held this coming Saturday but it was a camp! A camp at Singapore Polytechnic. You don't get it - Singapore Poly is real big. Not to be miss - 4.30pm on Saturday till 12nn on Sunday. I heard that there's no sleep - this is fun!~

I received a call last night, from one of the Student Union's member, informing that there`s a briefing for the activity which i had signed up for during the enrolment day. Thus, i was looking forward for the briefing. I woke up at 8.30 in the morning and had everything ready. When i reached the poly, there were other people too came for the other briefing - marinetime activities. The part which i`m not satisfied enough was their publicity of the activity - we have to find out ourselves about.

I got to know a few friends there and i went home boarding the MRT with a friend. While the train passed the Creative resource building, i ask him that i would be going there. Without any planning, he asked me to board bus 333 from Jurong East Interchange. I took the bus and am not sure where to alight. Soon, i missed the bus-stop and i had to walk all the way to the building. Inside the building i enquire the creative staff on where should i go to to purchase any creative product. She replied by giving me the instruction to the showroom at the second level. I went into the showroom, only a few customers were seen, mostly englishman. The product there is much cheaper. I bout an earpiece for $45 and a battery slot Creative Muvo for my sister which cost $15.

On the way back to the MRT, i decided to take a walk. It was quite a distance, walking under the mrt track just like walking at sembawang when it was not fully built.

I was chatting with Zhi Liang, asking whether the quote in his nickname was an exert from the Kingdom Of Heaven movie. He replied with a yes and told me that he was in class, having a presentation of don't know what presentation infront of his class. He added that he was ashamed when this pop-up thingy pop during the presentation. The pop-up got my name - khai666. How i wish i had changed my nickname to http://khai666.net.tc so that i could be more popular.

Later today, all i did was having an alternate 1 hr break after using a computer for an hour. I did not go to anywhere or to Paragon to collect something from my work.

This evening, we had a misunderstanding between two souls. I had no comment on that and i know that i started the rumors thus i did not tell her that i had something which i had kept it since secondary school. So sorry, her.

Its harder now for me to find out whether my friends are in school or at home. It is compulsory for them to have laptop at their Polytechnic and without any doubt, they took advantage of the internet connection.

Every morning when i`m at home, i ask my friends whether they are at school. It is also hard for me to differentiate their position unless we have the global positioning detector to them them. Student sitting 5 chairs away from their friends can also chat through the instant messenging rather than making noise by talking in class.

It is a helpful way when they come online so that i can contact them through it rather than calling them. Now life is more into online.

Yeah, i watched "House of Wax" at Yishun GV with my sister. We had nothing to do at home. Furthermore, i had the intention of watching it after viewing the trailer at the cinema while waiting for Samara show to start. The trailer was kinda of interesting so i said to myself "i need to watch this one day!"

Well, i bought the tickets for the two of us costing $14 total as it was during weekdays. I`m not used to the Yishun cinema firstly, we could not choose our own seats but we got the best seat which was in the center of the theatre. Secondly, the theatre was small compared to Lido and Cineleisure.

There was NC-16 shots including the killings during the show. My sister only knew to close her eyes when we came across it. I watched it as usual, like nothing happened. I informed Mubarak that i was watching it with my sister. Later in the day, Mubarak sms-ed me that they were going to watch it at night.

i`m obsessed by gothic arts.

Well, after work, my colleague and i went to cineleisure to catch a movie - Kingdom of Heaven.
Frankly speaking, this movie is biased towards the x-tians and the jews towards Islam.

I really pity him, always get f from the manager in charge. I had given him advice to find another job as this current job has no stroke of good fortune...

Life is like that.

I took the 3-day notice prior to the termination of my current job. My last day at work is on 7 May 2005, Saturday.

I am going to further my studies at Singapore Polytechnic. Its nice working with them...

This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass

This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I`d give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore

My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins

Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name

Oh, how I wish...

Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go

Oh, how i wish...